I need to be alone for a coupla days I think. Sort myself out a little. Rambling to myself on my blog now is one way. feels oddly nostalgic and there's an undercurrent of relief somewhere as I translate emotion to word.
Is it just me or is more than 50% of the population beginning to look alike? I was at RP coupla hours back and WHAM! at least 5 guys, wearing almost exactly the same stuff. Same long sleeved non formal white shirt (not sure if there's any specific name for this piece of clothing). Same black skinny jeans, Same golden brown hair that almost looks like bangs but aren't... IN A LIFT LOBBY. OF 9 PEOPLE. ME INCLUDED.
Facebook Proclaimations of loving your mom, not clubbing, not smoking, crying for someone, loving someone forever for example, don't change your personality nor any sentient being with an IQ of over 70's image of you. YOUR ACTIONS, change your personality and reputation. Advertising falsely about "emo" (imagine me spitting this word with as much venom as you will) moments just makes the intelligent ones more and more cynical about the people we're surrounded by.
I'll be the first to admit that I love attention, however, I don't purposely set up a situation that has long lasting effects upon group dynamics, feed false or wildly exaggerated rumours to others, nor do I split groups or cliques up over my own actions just to feed my own desire for attention. There are so many healthy avenues for attention, dance, comedy, theatre, even simply going out is an avenue for attention, there is simply NO NEED AT ALL, EVER for such inane actions to take place. There is no problem that I can really see with loud outbursts for attention so long as they are timed well and within acceptable boundaries, if you pardon my insipid political side's language. CONSTANT USAGE, of loud outbursts, pisses everyone off. Most people are as always, too polite to make the bullshit alert call or too afraid of confrontation, outright confrontation in it's most bare and primal form to do anything and instead hunker down to weather out the awkward moment. I hate that.
I need to sleep now, but I leave you, the hopefully intelligent reader with a few sayings and limericks i like or have come up with.
I act intimidated for comedic or manipulative effect, this is the most important thing you should know about me.
When in tumultous turmoil, when beset by doubt, run in little circles, wave your arms and shout.
Run. Run far. Run Fast. Lest your next breath be your last.Whine and be damned.
May the forces of evil be confused on the way to your house.
-George Carlin
There's no point in changing you, why should we even try? I vote the electric chair, and to let you fry!



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