Believe me.

Whenever we write something on the and post it up on the net on our blogs, websites, twitters, facebook profiles, do we ever think about the impacts these posts might have?

This thought was inspired in part by a memory of my classmates playing with this site called omegle which allows complete strangers to talk to one another over the net and in part by the thought of online paparazzis and people's interests in other people's private business.

A bit of a hippie and typical soft point of view, but have we ever REALLY TRULY thought about what if we were in those people's shoes having our unglamorous or more private side shown out and dissected or made fun of by other people?

I used to do a lot of unsavory and childish stuff like write hurtful comments all over the place on the worldwide load of stupid people we have, yes, despite this soft post, I will still call out the fact that there are shitloads of stupid fuckers around. bitches that get pregnant over 3 times in half a year, non men that hit women and steal stuff from women just to name a few examples on the type of people I wrote about before.

I now have a new aspect of my almost fractured psyche.

Everytime I post something up, I will first consider whether this post will hurt another person, how I verify this will be up to me of course. If I do intend to hurt someone through my writing, I'll mention the person's name. Be glad I even used the word person for such slime is not even fit to lick the shit off the public toilets in MRT stations across singapore.

Should the post be hurtful to someone, I will not hit the publish button and instead store that rant away never to be seen again.




I don't like having to turn off the more "human"aspects of my personality, the ability to stop feeling hurt is a very good if disturbing one though.


I want to feel satisfied. And I'll continually work towards that goal.

Hey, I used have a little bit of a plan.
Used to, have a concept of where I stand.
But that concept slipped right out of my hands.
Now I don't really even know who I am.
Yo, what do I have to say.
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free.
What ever happens to you, we'll see.
But it's not gonna happen with me.

-Believe me by Fort minor


One last note, I will ALWAYS know whether someone lies to me or not, I'll just not mention it to give them just that little bit of fun. =D After all, it's not me suffering the backlash if I know how to twist the situations.